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Name: Rachel
Birthday: 10/14/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: animes, books, computers, drawing, germany, horses, japan, jrock, mafias, mangas, men, movies, thinking, vampires, writing
Expertise: learning...i really can't say too much


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Member Since: 3/2/2005

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Monday, April 04, 2005

[music of the day: Dir en Grey]

I asked about my geneology (sp?) from my Mom and Dad and I was surprised they knew so much. That I know of, I am : Polish (25%), German (15%), French-Canadian (15%), Hungarian (15%), Irish (15%), and Cherokee (15%). I think I might have some Russian in there too on both sides, so yay. But the only bad thing is, the last name of my dad's side isn't the one his ancestors used. Supposedly, we had an outlaw in the family who changed his name to the one we have. Great, you went and screwed it up great great great great gandpa! But my Great Grandparents are form Poland! Coolies.


Sunday, April 03, 2005

[music of the day: Schwarz Stein]

Long time no type! Nothing much has happened this weak, except the middle school drama has thickened. I can’t stand to look at her anymore, and to think I gave the time a day to make up for the bullshit I did in elementary school. To top all of this, she doesn’t even know why we hate her guts! What's up with that?

I made screen caps of Yuuyami Suicide, I just thought there wasn’t enough out there, so I spent all day doing them. Take a peak at your own discretion, there’re naughty (to some people) things that go on.^__^

http://img123.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img123&image=016au.jpg

http://img123.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img123&image=366tl.jpg

http://img123.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img123&image=104nd.jpg

http://img123.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img123&image=294lk.jpg"

Which brings me to get on my soapbox. I still don’t get what’s wrong with loving another person, no matter what’s their sex is. Do they not love each other as strait people do? I think it’s terrible that you get flamed for it, give them blessings not cursings!


Saturday, March 26, 2005

Ok, I went and freaked myself out today. I read a bunch of stuff at crimelibrary.com and got all scared. Then I had to go get my mom at 11:00 with a full moon out. Yeah, I was scared shitless. It's amazing what people can  do..

 


Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I had to get my eyes dilated, so I can't really read,lol. It's really blurry. One eye dilanted quicker than the other and it looked uber weird. I can't really read so if their is a mistake, leave me be.

I felt all athletic today, although I was sick. Odd. But I ran around my school without stopping to walk like most other people. That's a pretty big thing for me.

Sigh, I have alot of homework but I still can't see yet....


Monday, March 21, 2005

Yeah, still sick...my head, stomach and throat are hurting me.

I've tried my hand at poetry, and for once in my life, it wasn't half bad. Here is what I came up with.

(Before I get flamed to death, this poem was inspired by a story someone wrote. I am no way saying it actually happened or happens. So there.)

Holy Creatures     

Farther, I thought I was special

that was what you always said

Mother, I thought I was prized

that was what I always read

But why do I have to live in the hell

that Christ saved me from?

Farther, I thought you cherished me

that was what you always spewed

Mother, I thought you loved me

that was what I always knew

But why do I have to live in the church

that priests raped me in?                                                                                   

Suicide                                                                                                                            

I wanted to help you

but you turned your head

I wanted to love you

but you hated me instead

I wanted to free you

but you shot...and bled



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